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'When Mother got angry' by suzzan-blac 'When Mother got angry' by suzzan-blac
This image depicts the horror that my mother inflicted upon me,which was either emotional or physical. She had tried to stab me with a knife, and as I made my escape, she threw glass bottles at me. If you want to relate my paintings to my story, my memoirs are available on Amazon, where you can read the first 2 chapters of my life story. Thank you so much to the person who voted for this to be a daily deviation, I am most grateful!!

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Given 2012-10-30
'When Mother got angry' by ~suzzan-blac ( Suggested by anaPhenix and Featured by SRudy )
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sorry to hear what happened to you
on another note I'm going to show this to peeps who have an off thing with teeth
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TzOrr Featured By Owner Sep 28, 2014  Professional
this scares the fuck out of me.
kudos
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pandan009 Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
creepy, heart-rending, interesting.
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CreeppingDeath Featured By Owner May 16, 2013  Student Digital Artist
This is most disturbing picture yet it's beautiful. I can't believe you went through all this as a child, i hope you are ok now
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OceanaTheFox Featured By Owner May 3, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
im so sorry your life must have been hell...... sorry 4 cussing but that sounds just like the depiction of a torture in hell..... well that's what it sounds like to me......
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CursedFreak Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Your life must have been(/is?) a really sad one... :(
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:iconsuzzan-blac:
suzzan-blac Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2013
Thank you for your kind words, I'm okay now! :)
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AzeilaRose Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
This is powerful, heartbreaking, and disturbing beyond belief. Well done, though I'm terribly sorry for what happened to you. :heart:
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suzzan-blac Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2013
Thank you so much! :)
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Empath-L Featured By Owner Dec 27, 2012
What a powerful piece. Well done.
Very sorry to hear about your experience. I hope things are better these days. :heart:
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Deborah-Valentine Featured By Owner Nov 26, 2012  Professional Traditional Artist
My mother was quite abusive as well.
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bloodsoakedgraphics Featured By Owner Nov 9, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Pain - this screams of pain. Disturbing but so poignant. Beautifully dark work Suzzan - your art is truly scary and profoundly sublime. No message is lost in translation - pure viscera. Thanks for what you do.
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Missplayer30 Featured By Owner Nov 4, 2012  Hobbyist
This make The Scream by Edvard Munch and every single Goya's arts look like Dora the Explorer!
Now, this is what I call scary.
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JCotakudesu Featured By Owner Nov 4, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Oh my...I am truely sorry for what happend to you and your mother....why would she do that? :(
she tried to stab you with a knife? Oh my that is terrible! I'm very sorry for what happend to you!!
well,I hope you feel a lot better :) It's good to express your feelings through this,and this is wonderful!!
I love the way you painted this,great job^^
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paper-doesnt-judge Featured By Owner Nov 3, 2012   Writer
This is stunning, i'm truly speechless
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Papa-Narwhal Featured By Owner Nov 2, 2012
i felt compelled to click on this picture due to the title and after reading the description i only began to relate more and more to this painting amazing artwork and truly a very raw and pure concept. Glad you turned your suffering into something constructive instead of letting it destroy you
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suzzan-blac Featured By Owner Nov 3, 2012
I'm sorry that you have to relate to this image, but glad that you did. Thank you for your kind words and yes,I am so lucky to be able to do this!
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UseR-MaRon-GoAnY Featured By Owner Nov 2, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
A child in fear will sometimes huddle itself into his own world.

But what if the fear has finally breached his defenses?

The child has no where to go.
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suzzan-blac Featured By Owner Nov 2, 2012
the childs mind finds a way..which is usually hope..hope keeps you strong even when there is nothing else.
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iStrife Featured By Owner Nov 1, 2012
This is horrifying. Incredible, but horrifying to the point where I have trouble looking at it for too long. Bravo on making something so powerful. I'm happy you've been able to make it out from the darkness, I hope you lead a long and joyous life.
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suzzan-blac Featured By Owner Nov 2, 2012
thank you so much for your words, they moved me deeply!
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Adample Featured By Owner Oct 31, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Wow it's like I can hear her screaming. Horrifying.
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suzzan-blac Featured By Owner Oct 31, 2012
thank you so much!!
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Xsonz Featured By Owner Oct 30, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
this is... amazing...
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:iconsuzzan-blac:
suzzan-blac Featured By Owner Oct 31, 2012
thank you!!!
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DanZen Featured By Owner Oct 30, 2012  Professional Interface Designer
I so get that.
Amazing, just amazing, the expression, the fusion.. woah... I take off my hat
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suzzan-blac Featured By Owner Oct 31, 2012
Thank you so much for your kind words!!!
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DarkLordZil Featured By Owner Oct 30, 2012
Now what kind of mother is that?
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suzzan-blac Featured By Owner Oct 31, 2012
the kind that no child would ever want!!
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SoulsOfEarth Featured By Owner Oct 30, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
remind me a lot of embryos..somehow. nice work anyways. and I'm sorry for what happened to you. no mother shoud treat her child that way
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suzzan-blac Featured By Owner Oct 31, 2012
thank you, and no..of all people, at least a mother should love and comfort her child...
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ZeeCreations Featured By Owner Oct 30, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
creative
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suzzan-blac Featured By Owner Oct 31, 2012
thank you!
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woodgolem72 Featured By Owner Oct 30, 2012
freaky
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suzzan-blac Featured By Owner Oct 31, 2012
thank you!
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woodgolem72 Featured By Owner Oct 31, 2012
your welcome
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offermoord Featured By Owner Oct 30, 2012
Very dreadful work.. It seems common that monsters breed monsters, judging your work, that didn't happen in your case. Keep up the good work!
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suzzan-blac Featured By Owner Oct 31, 2012
thank you, and only monsters breed monsters if they carry that same psychotic gene...I never wanted to be like her, and became the best mother that I could ever be!
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offermoord Featured By Owner Oct 31, 2012
I never thought about the psychotic gene...
Good to know you're a good mother, and your work is great & meaningful!
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Panda1345 Featured By Owner Oct 30, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
My Mother would try something like that and get a fucking baseball bat to the knee.
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suzzan-blac Featured By Owner Oct 31, 2012
violence is not the answer..turning negative into positive is the only way forward...otherwise violence and hate becomes a perpetuating circle...
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mikebwriter Featured By Owner Nov 2, 2012  Hobbyist Filmographer
I totally get that. Lots of people have been through rough stuff. And it's a good attitude to have the strength to be a good person when nasty things have happened to you because of horrible people. I love your work, it's vibrant and violent and so emotional. To make good work is a positive thing, to draw from the violence and channel those emotions into something good and perhaps inspire creativity and production rather than destruction.
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suzzan-blac Featured By Owner Nov 2, 2012
and I totally agree! people destroy themselves with anger and hatred..I would not want to be that...only love can overcome evil..you have to learn to love yourself again and not sink to their level...I want to leave this world with a legacy of love,not embittered with resentment,anger and hatred. And thank you so much!!
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Panda1345 Featured By Owner Oct 31, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Not really. Its never been a circle for me. Kid at school picked on me. Pinched my nipples. Pushed me around. Called me fat. So on so forth. So i broke his jaw with a locker door. He changed schools XD but I know what you mean. Violence tends to back fire.
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offermoord Featured By Owner Oct 30, 2012
That's the right attitude. but also the attitude of someone who is not raised in a environment of systematic fear, hate & abuse...
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Panda1345 Featured By Owner Oct 30, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
No thats a person raised in an environmental of Violence. An environment where if my dad told me someone was picking on me to take the kid behind the school and beat them till they beg for mercy. *Laughs* But yes I understand what you mean.
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offermoord Featured By Owner Oct 30, 2012
I got molested from time to time by my father, but not systematically...
It took me a whole childhood to fight back, but once I really did, I fought hard, he didn't touch me ever again.
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suzzan-blac Featured By Owner Oct 31, 2012
sorry to hear that...I hope that you have recovered from that horrendous experience...
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offermoord Featured By Owner Oct 31, 2012
It was one of many elements which caused my childhood to be troubled. I don't know if I recovered, but I feel kind of saved by having the ability of expressing myself artistically.
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Panda1345 Featured By Owner Oct 30, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Good. Humans aren't like a dog or a horse. The more you beat a man the more his mind will break. When he does it will go one of two ways. Either they will be useless and destroyed. Or they will become so violent their only place will be a battlefield.
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